Friday, January 28, 2005
haf u ever haf this kinda feelings..
u're very troubled by something but u haf no idea wad exactly is bothering u?tat's wad i'm feeling now i guess..
i'm sorry...
i know i haven't been a good frenz a good wadeva u all wish i am..
i'm really sorry..
i juz wish i can hold myself beta..
but obviously..
i'm sorry....
i feel very bad...for losing my temper at u all, all the times nowadays, den after tat regret it..
maybe i should juz withdraw from everyone...
i duno wad's wrong with me...
i'm really really sorry...
i know i'm wrong..
sorry.....................................................
it seems like everyone are so far away...
when i need someone.....
i dunno who to turn to....
or isit me who turn my back on everyone?
i'm sorry.....i'm so confused now...
it seems like i'm getting
further n further from my dream....from my toa payoh...
i juz need my confidence back...
my self back...
anyone saw it?
to everyone: i'm sorry.....
my blood dried @ 11:38 PM