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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

What is love?
When we claim that it is love that we have for someone is it correct?
Here is something to ponder upon:
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
It isnt love, its like
You cant keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isnt love, its lust
Are you proud or eager to show them off?
It isnt love, its luck
Do you want them because you know their there?
It isnt love, its loneliness
Are you there because you know thats what everyone wants?
It isnt love, its loyalty
Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand?
It isnt love, Its low confidence
Do you stay for their confessions of love because you dont want to hurt them?
It isnt love, Its pity
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isnt love, Its infatuation
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isnt love, Its friendship
Do you tell them everyday that their the only one you think of?
It isnt love, Its a lie
Are you willing to give all your favorite things for their sake?
It isnt love, Its charity

So what is this called love?
Does your heart ache and break when they are sad?
Then its love
Do you cry for their pain, even when they are strong?
Then its love
Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then its love
Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensivable mix of pain and relation pull you close and hold you there?
Then its love
Do you accept their faults because they are apart of who they are?
Then its love
Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully without regrets?
Then its love
Would you allow them to leave not because they want to but they have to?
Then its love
Would you give them your heart, your life and your death?
Then its love

Now if love is so painful and tortures us so why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain? This agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture this powerful death of self?WHY?

The answer is so simple because its LOVE Its such an addiction that even people who dont have love wish to experience it and share it.

and now.. i'm sure............. i love YOU....
if u ask me y..i also dunno the answer myself.. maybe it's fate.. or something tat i owe u my previous life..


my blood dried @ 12:35 AM



Tuesday, March 08, 2005

ah ha!another 2 weeks of fun!hahaha... den it'll be slogging time le la..
well will be very busy this few weeks.. but i guess it's all worth it isn't it?

n it's getting scary to see pple.. especially some..
i gave up trying...
if it wanan turn out tat way let it be..
i gave my best...

i've come so far to know in this reality, things dun last....
n u made me realized tat...
n lastly...i dislike YOU!


my blood dried @ 12:24 AM



Tuesday, March 01, 2005

she woke up with butterflies in her stomach thinking that today will be the BIG day...with anticipation, she went to her alma mater, every second was an agonizing moment.. now it comes.. she got her results.. her teachers crowded around her..she wept, for sadness or happiness she doesnt know.. it was more of the gratitude she haf for the sch n teachers.. the race was tough.. the supports was tremendous..

today is her bday.. it's juz another day... no one rmbs anyway.. but the saddest thing was...she actually discover something on this day...

to you:
dun worry...today, it'll be the last trg i will go to... thx for the happy moments in the past..

~* happy bday to me...


my blood dried @ 10:55 AM