Saturday, August 27, 2005
yes i did it ONCE AGAIN.
do i need to repeat the same mistake TWICE?
pulled the same ligament 2 times. how am i gonna ever recover?
but juz when i was at my most painful period.
she keep flashing in my mind.
n all i can tink about was, i need her.
maybe, juz maybe one day it'll turn out to be beta.
we'll talk. heart to heart and thrash everything out.
pretenting to care and ACTUALLY caring are very different thing.
i rather we be straight forward n tell each other straight then pretending to care for fear of hurting each other.
the most basic thing of any relationship is trust.
yet this is the thing we lack.
tell me everything is not a wrong choice.
i m stronger than i imagined i m. (i hope)
till den.
my blood dried @ 1:23 PM