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Thursday, September 15, 2005

i have absolutely no idea wad m i feeling.
maybe i'm too afraid to accept wad happened to the extend that i fear getting anywhere close to that.
the emotions are stirring.

y do i feel like i'm reliving those nightmares.
i will do anything not to feel that way.
n i mean anything.

i saw the state of my heart in future.
not here nor there.
juz, gone.
gone with the wind.

questions have been ringing in my head.
i m not perfect.
i m not saint.
i m no angel
but its the love n faith that keep me going.

i guess it should be time to let the head rule over the mind.
i hafta grow up.
simply, i'm afraid.



should i stay, should i go?


till then.


my blood dried @ 2:37 PM