Thursday, September 22, 2005
the next entry mite be a long long time later.
you know i wont run away. i will always stay till the end. its jus me. though i said something else but in my heart it means another. trust me, think of me whenever u need someone, coz i will definitely be the first to be there. without a doubt.
I'm perplexed by the queer things that happened yday. even now, i'm still baffled at what has been going on,and what has happened. is it wrong or right? i guess it's wrong because we're supposed to be moving on.
I try to push away the constant thoughts, the wanting, the need, the love, replace it with numb calmness and dead oblivion. i'm succeeding. :) halt to the king! we're not pathetic, we're not miserable. and it's okay that we're going un-noticed and forgotten. at least, we're following our hearts in what ever matters concerned. hohoho how true. :)
[[In the years to come.
Will you think about these moments that we shared.
In the years to come.
Are you gonna think it over?
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to.
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you.
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I miss you in every way.
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets
Each and every end is always written in the stars.
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last.
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel.
Because a true love never dies. ]]
i guess its all summarize here. u play a major part in my life, u still do n u always will.
i wish i nv wake up today. the moment i do, part of me seems to be missing n OUCH. fuji apple save the day with a few cherries n strawberries accompany! :)
realized i've nv tell u something. maybe one day u'll know wad's that.
[[464779686295363]] till den.
my blood dried @ 4:33 PM