Wednesday, May 10, 2006
am i really wrong in everything i do?
am i wrong in taking things seriously?
m i wrong in caring?
m i wrong in being strong?
m i jus wrong?
i dunno the answer to all the question.
questions, emotions came crashing down on me yday.
we could have been the one playing at toa payoh.
so near yet so far.
woke up this morning.
no motivation to go school.
no emotions.
jus lost.
no zest. nothing.
sometimes i wish i were u.
so innocent.
so naive.
so dense.
absolutely contented with life
clueless to whatever are happening around u.
maybe i'm jealous.
jealous that u've no emotions.
fear to go near u.
coz u jus seems to have the life i wish to have.
n everytime i see u, ur life jus seems to get beta n beta.
n the worst thing is, u've absolutely no idea that ur life is so PERFECT.
maybe u should start to not look at things so positively.
not everyone is born good. most have an evil self in them.
n lastly, spare a thought for other pple's feelings.
will i collaspe one day?
strongness is jus a front.
i will go n support the darlings today. :))
my blood dried @ 1:02 PM