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Monday, February 02, 2009

I told myself to never go see your blog. But little did i know i’ve got no self control. Yes i saw. I thot going away with u throwing my clothes on the floor and taking my things down for me, not saying anything at all will hurts. It feels like u cant wait for me to go. But little did i know that this will hurts even more. Even at this point u still did not get wad i’m trying to tell u. Instead of pondering about wad exactly when wrong, u push it to me again and saying that its all about me. Isn’t it time to start thinking alr? I always wonder, wad’s important in a relationship.. its not money, not sex, not gifts and presents. But love, respect and communication. I’ve always been thinking for u, about u, involving u, but yet have u thought about me? For once, i started thinking about myself n yes its wrong again. I m not wrong and i’ve never been wrong? That’s jus your spiteful statement. I always love u n it have never change since the first day we’ve met. It only grew stronger. But little did i know that this love will turn into something that u taken for granted. I’ve always been telling u don’t take me for granted.yet it still happened. I thot u’ll treasure this relationship, i thot u’ll treasure our love, i thot u’ll treasure me. But the fact that u’re still saying spiteful things n not really thinking about wad i say, gave me an answer. I’m always here. For u. But things will only happen IF YOU KNOW HOW TO TREASURE IT. I’ve been waiting, but u never come. The loving baby, the sweet baby, the caring baby never come. I gave my best for this relationship, but I’m sorry i’m giving up. Its too tiring to be the only one treasuring and guarding all the treasures that we shared. Cos it hurts, it hurts to be scolded, it hurts to be taken for granted, it hurts to ................... not be loved.


my blood dried @ 10:40 PM