Saturday, March 14, 2009
i m stuck. so stuck in this little world. why is it that no matter wad i do i m never happy.
i tried to control my emotions. it failed.
i tried to not be nice to pple. i failed.
i tried to control my own life. i failed.
its only all about wad others want.
when have others truly think about my welfare before?
i sat there for 4hrs.
at somewhere where i dunno.
a place i'm not welcome.
but yet i still stay. not cos i wanna play. but cos i know u wan me to be there.
as time pass i feel angrier n angrier, cos i feel damn uncomfortable.
but all u did was pressing me that i cannot be angry.
how will u feel if i leave u at a place that u dunno n pple dun welcome u for 4 hrs, n only talk to u 4 times.
i know my significance.
good nite. be safe.
understanding is not gonna happen. cos i know there's only anger towards me.
stop scolding me.
i m irritated easily not for no reason.
i m stressed. i m fed up with life. do u get me?
why is it me who always have to do everything.
why cant someone do something for me for once?
wishful hope.
but i love u. dont ever doubt it.
my blood dried @ 1:40 AM